a very disorganized essay

the time now reads 4.53pm here. i'm listening to good music while my mind wanders to the unknown. well, basically i don't have any idea of what to write here. lots of things happened in a short time. for me at least. like i said in the last post, i was diagnosed with young hypertension and tomorrow i have an appointment with my doctor. life really do have a good sense of humor. sometimes i feel that "life" is laughing out loud at me. or maybe i'm just being selfish. BEACH. I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH! it has been some time since i last take a stroll on the beach. but now is really not a good idea. the rainy season has come. the car i drive is practically smeared with mud all the time now. cuz you know, i'm not a trendy city kid. and another thing i hope for is to have a "life companion". haha. funny right? i had the chance but i threw it away. glad we're still on good terms. i guess this matter would've been easier if i have money. yeah people say money can't buy love but we need money to top up phones and such right? at this rate i might turn out to be a "hikikomori". haha. gahh! i'm tired of typing! haha.

cheers!

ことばのせいりふ

こんにちわ！

i was diagnosed with young hypertension about a year ago. i took up medications. but was an idiot. stopped using the medication and here i am, a year later, lectured by the doctors i met. all of them asked the same thing, "why did you stop taking those medicines" and i simply answered "i don't know". maybe i stopped because i thought that taking medications are too troublesome at that time. i'm not sure myself. but seriously, i regret what i did. this is my life i'm talking about. and now i swear not to let myself take this thing so lightly. for you who're reading this, take my stupidity as a lesson. if you or your relatives or friends are experiencing what i went through, just bear with it. you're extending your life span after all. i on the other hand, is just an idiot who recently noticed he made a grave mistake and swore not to repeat those mistakes. =)

cheers, 乾杯！